My name is Brandy and I'm a workaholic.

It's true. I'm a workaholic. I have to be sick or physically down to stop. I've always been this way. At a job I used to work at I was known as the "Queen of OT (overtime)" because I was always signing up for it.  I wanted the money. Extra 5-8 hours on top of my 8 hours was nothing in my eyes. But it did have it's toll. I had no fun. 

I believe why I work so much is because I wasn't happy in my personal life. It kept me out of the house and I could focus on myself. When I worked a lot, I was either alone or in relationships that made me feel alone. I had nothing else better to do so might as well work over. 

But it creates a burnout to the point you eventually get ill. That is spirit saying that's enough. We have to force you to stop. You need balance and fun girl and you're on the verge of a breakdown or burnout. So spirit will kick you out and force you out so you will rest.  

I keep hearing that I need a break. A rest. My mind is racing all these ideas and my body is like no.  Need downtime. So I'm looking into creating days where I have just that. Downtime. 

Mondays and Tuesdays are usually slow for me so I thought maybe do those days as down days. I'm going to double check of course. 

But yes spirit is saying I need this downtime. I need to heal. I need my space to myself. So this will be something I'll look into.