I did this last year and I could have sworn I did it for this year and I didn't.
Oops!
2024 is a 8 year. It can be about abundance, but in tarot it's about having strength and courage. To tame the lion within. It's also about following your instinct as well.
Now if you add your birth month and day to this, you get a general idea of how this year will play out. So for me February 3rd.
So 2+3+2024= 2029
2+0+2+9= 13 (Death)
1+3= 4 (Emperor)
And boy does this hit hard. Especially now. Death of things to create a rebirth that will help me have a stable foundation (Emperor). So it's important to have the strength for these endings so I can work on new beginnings.
Due to my revenue plummeting, my vehicle got repossessed in January. My son's father promised to help pay for it, but stopped last year and I also found out that the insurance he promised also to pay lapsed as well.
Even though I NEEDED this vehicle, this was not only a wake up call, but also a blessing in disguise.
I need to work on making my business idea a reality. I need to make a plan. A solid one at that.
This was a blessing because I can work on getting a car and insurance in MY name and not worry about if another person will help and keep their word.
This was actually the final step to be able to end the connection with my son's father. This also allows me to look into my own place as well. Yes I do still live with him and his family due to circumstances beyond my control, but things are looking much brighter now. More stability is on its way. When COVID hit, my plans of moving out changed as I had to help out his family with the money I had saved to move. Let's say he is the King of Arranged Payment Plans. I paid all his bills, except one in full. The one is a monthly payment and the total is like 10 grand and I just didn't have that lying around. LOL
Even though this is not what I wanted to happen, at least not yet, I know there is a better opportunity for me. Just have to let go and allow.
I've dealt with Death/Rebirth before.
I remember leaving a very toxic relationship and my apartment had just a bed on the floor. Then things gradually got better and I got furniture. Eating out was expensive, but I was finally able to get pots, pans, dishes, utensils.
I've hit rock bottom many times, but always came out ahead. This is just another Death of a old life not serving me for a Rebirth of a life that will for now.
Blessings!
