Sometimes even I don't understand.

I've been having a call to work with Death/Spirits, the Underworld and being a conduit as a messenger for the higher realms. 

I even bought a "zine" that talks about Death witchcraft, but it left me very disappointed as I feel there is more to it than what was explained. There really isn't any books about this practice. 

I'm currently thinking about creating my own Grimore of this practice of what I feel it is. I've also considered doing a video blog about it as well.  

Things seem to be very eye opening lately too. Lots of changes in my life. I do wonder about this path.