Channeled Message: Inspiration is a Blessing

Inspiration is a blessing to follow through with.  It's what will spark a fire within. That can help you and those around you.  

Whatever you feel called to do, do it. Work with your ideas. You never know what may come from it. 

Allow yourself to accept inspiration. Don't doubt this idea or question it. There is a reason you are feeling this way and are getting this inspiration to make manifest. 

Channeled Message: Security

You are protected. Regardless of how you may feel. Regardless of what is going on in your life. You are protected. You can always ask your spirit team for help and guidance or for a sign they are there for you. You will receive it. They will acknowledge you. Ask for a 24 hour time frame to show you. 

You may also feel weak or helpless. Know this is just temporary. This is not a permanent phase. But you also must engage a positive mindset. It's a lesson. Not your life. Let go and allow. You must experience what life gives to appreciate life. The good and the bad. It's a roller coaster, for sure, but it makes you grow.  

Just remember you are protected. Your guides are your security. Let life flow...

When others make you feel dumb...

So with Christmas coming up, my son's father and I were discussing how this holiday is going to go. Usually open presents on the 24th. Well he wants to surprise our son on the 25th by putting a new chair and TV in his room from Santa. So it had me thinking on how I should do his presents. I asked his dad when were presents going to be opened since usually they are done on the 24th. He treated me like I was dumb. 

"Well they can be done on the 24th. I don't know." 

It was in a very condescending tone. Like he was bothered by me for asking.  

I hate trying to talk to this man. You just never know what he will say or do. He is already frustrated with me as it is.  

So I'm trying to figure how to do mine to our son.  

I'm reminded to remember to just transmute this energy to a more positive mindset. And I do try, but I also have my moments. 

I also think that he is mad at what I got our son as I spent more. 

I'm not trying to compete, but he's also not contributed to his son's needs either. 

Can't do $5 a month for his son's tablet, but can subscribe to YouTube.  

Can't help buy food for our son, but can for himself and his family. 

It's like our son gets excluded. 

He stopped helping me with the monthly payments for the car when we agreed on 50/50. 

He doesn't ask about our son's schooling or doctor appointments. 

Doesn't even remember our son's birthday, but can remember his ex's daughter's. 

It's just a horrible situation. I don't say anything negative to our son about his father. I just try to explain things neutral. 

I do wish I never got involved with his father, but then again I may not have had a wonderful child.  

There is always a blessing in what destroys us.